Updated August 2023 to reflect new information.
It’s not easy to come across a fact that not only shakes you up but casts a major aspect of a cause celebre into doubt, but that’s what’s happened here. The received story about Billy Clegg-Hill – as per BBC documentary, article in Gay Times, etc – is that he was sentenced to aversion therapy simply for being gay and serving in the forces (either because he was caught in a gay bar or his name was in an incriminating address book). That’s wrong.
In June 1962, at Somerset Assizes, Billy was found guilty of indecency with a 16 year old boy and indecent assault on a 15 year old. He was put on probation for three years on condition he received in-patient treatment at Netley Hospital. (Indecent assault would be automatic if the person were 16, even if the sex was consensual.) The judge as good as stated that the two lads were rent boys but the fact of their ages remains, as does the sentence passed down. (Source: Bristol Evening Post, June 5th 1962)
Intriguing details emerge, like Billy being represented by an incredibly high-powered defence barrister: Norman Skelhorn was Director of Public Prosecutions by 1964. Billy was leading the Keynsham TA at the time he was sentenced, which begs the question of why such a highly-rated officer would have been relocated to such a minor role. Maybe this was a demotion for having been caught in the gay bar.
There are plenty of questions still left to answer and maybe we’ll never get to know all the facts, especially as the truth has been so effectively concealed for so long.
Original article text:
It’s my turn to blog as part of the Hop For Visibility, Awareness and Equality and I’m sharing a sad but strange story.
The honourable Gerald William Clegg Hill was born on 26th August 1932, the second son of Gerald Rowland Clegg-Hill, 7th Viscount Hill of Hawkestone and of Hardwicke and his wife, Elizabeth Flora Garthwaite, nee Smyth-Osbourne. Their first child, the Hon Anthony Rowland Clegg-Hill, succeeded to the title. Gerald William (known as Billy) was christened at St Mary’s, Edstaston, Shropshire, with four godparents including a member of the Welsh Guards. He was educated at Kelly College, Tavistock, and at the Royal Military Academy, Sandhurst. He served in the Royal Tank regiment, being made Captain on 6th February 1959.
So far, so good. Distinguished family, even if it was one which had fallen from its absolute heights, prospects of a great army career, but things took a horrible turn for the worse.
Billy was arrested in 1962, possibly in a police swoop on gay men in Southampton. He is said to have been tried at Somerset assizes, in Wells, found guilty of homosexual practices and sentenced to compulsory aversion therapy at Netley Military Hospital. He may have been offered the alternative of going to prison. (You can find many references to Captain Clegg-Hill online although many of them are just not very accurate reproductions of earlier articles, so the exact events and where they happened are not clear. One of the best sources is Peter Tatchell’s site.)
Billy’s therapy might have been carried out in P wing of Netley Hospital, the building near D block. Wherever it happened, it went disastrously wrong and he was taken seriously ill. He died from coma and convulsions resulting from injections of apomorphine, a potent vomit-inducing drug he’d been administered as part of his aversion treatment. At the time, the coroner listed the death as being due to ‘natural causes’ perhaps an allergic reaction to the drugs; this was only revealed as untrue thirty years later. A BBC documentary was aired in 1996 detailing his story and alleging medical negligence; Billy didn’t receive prompt enough treatment when he was taken ill and may have suffered a stroke brought on by dehydration.
He died on 12th July 1962, aged 29, at Southampton General Hospital; the national probate register gives his address as Rushgrove House, Woolwich and he left his estate of £10778 6s 4d to his mother. His funeral was held at St John’s church on Thursday July 19th 1962 and I’ve been told that Billy’s parents used to sit in the churchyard while they were waiting to visit their son.
There’s a strange twist to the tale. A few years back, an appeal went out for people to adopt one of the four war graves in Rownhams churchyard. I resisted, being too busy. The appeal went out again and I succumbed. I asked for the WWI grave but that was already taken, so I was given Billy’s. I had no idea at that point of any of the background to this young soldier.
I found it quite extraordinary that, of all the graves I could have ended up looking after, I have this one; some may call it coincidence, I call it the hand of God. Whatever it is, I regard it as a privilege.
May 18, 2016 at 1:32 pm
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May 18, 2016 at 1:49 pm
What a fascinating story. There is a long, twisted, disturbing history of the treatment of LGBTQ+ people which ought to be preserved so that future generations don’t forget. We tend to romanticize the past, but reality was a lot darker.
May 18, 2016 at 1:51 pm
*nods* Preserving an accurate record of the past (not an inaccurate one like “The Imitation Game”) is essential.
May 18, 2016 at 8:27 pm
Billy has a very sad story, but at least he has you keeping his memory as well as his grave. Although I’m sure he would rather have been enjoying a well deserved retirement with a suitable partner at his side and looking back at the bad old days.
May 19, 2016 at 7:54 am
Indeed. Such a waste.
I talk to him every time I tend his grave, and would love to know what he looked like but am struggling to find out.
May 19, 2016 at 5:11 pm
Billy’s story always makes me sniffle.
May 19, 2016 at 7:45 pm
Yeah. I get a bit worked up sometimes when I go to give him a ‘haircut’.
May 20, 2016 at 5:04 am
A wonderful if heartwrenchingly sad story. The ending, where you of all people are given care of his grave, is certainly a bit of (far too late and far too little) cosmic justice for him. When we remember them, we keep them alive.
May 20, 2016 at 8:58 am
Very well put, sir. And I feel it behoven on me to share the story.
May 20, 2016 at 7:41 pm
What a beautiful and sad story. Thank you for sharing it with us
May 20, 2016 at 8:15 pm
I’d say it was my pleasure but that’s not quite right. An honour to share him, maybe.
May 21, 2016 at 7:25 am
Such a sad story, though a crazy coincidence. Makes you think that things, even something horrible such as his death, happen for a reason, even if we never truly know what that reason is. Thank you for sharing.
tiger-chick-1(at)hotmail(dot)com
May 21, 2016 at 9:22 am
Maybe I’ll find out the reason one day. For now I just have to try to do the right thing by him. xx
November 1, 2017 at 5:06 pm
Heartbroken for what he and too many others have had to endure. Devastated this is still going on in the world. I am not religious but I sincerely say Bless You. For your stories, your grave care (double entendre intended) and well, just for being you. I have this heavy weight in my heart but I will keep supporting the good human rights fight. /Mody
November 2, 2017 at 7:59 am
Thanks, my dear. I think he was a gift given to me, although maybe gift isn’t the right word. A special responsibility? I had resisted the call to volunteer to look after one of the four war graves in the churchyard, but somebody asked me direct and I couldn’t say “no”. The grave I wanted (WWI) was taken, so I asked for the one with the tank on. I remember vividly the first time I tended the grave, then went home and googled Billy. I shook, literally. Not just from anger but from the sense of being in contact with something larger than me. Something that said, “I told you you’re the girl for this job.”
April 2, 2019 at 12:30 am
Greetings from New Zealand! I am interested in this sad story. In particular, I wonder if anything is available from military or medical records about why this particular method of aversion therapy (with apomorphine etc) was used on Billy Clegg-Hill. Six months before his death, a single case study of attempted gay conversion therapy had been published in BMJ (Basil James [1962] Case of homosexuality treated by aversion therapy. BMJ 1, 768-770). Is there any evidence that this published study provided the ‘inspiration’ for the same method being used on Billy Clegg-Hill? I should say that this issue, although now some way in the past, is by no means just ‘history’ for me, as I try to uncover more about the author of that BMJ. I knew him, but always had serious concerns about him. He died a couple of years ago. If anyone can shed light on this, please contact me.
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April 7, 2019 at 2:47 pm
Hi Robert. Apologies for late reply – I’ve been on holiday. I’m afraid I can cast no further light on this. The information I have is limited to what I’ve cited here and the only other source I’ve found was somebody who’d been a male nurse at Netley who was convinced that the aversion therapy couldn’t have happened! Good luck in your research.
April 7, 2019 at 7:08 pm
Thank you. Perhaps others who read my blog may have something to tell me.
February 17, 2021 at 4:40 pm
Aversion Therapy did happen there. I was a Boy Soldier (you could join from age 15 1/2 and undergo training until age 18 when you progressed to Man’s Service). During my time at the RAMC Apprentices College at Church Crookham I fell foul of one of the House sergeants and was told that “people like me” got sent to Netley. I had no idea what he meant, as I hadn’t then understood my sexuality let alone come to terms with it. I was then approached by another House sergeant who quietly explained that I should keep my head down but without explaining Netley. I later came to realise that this sergeant was gay, hence the warning but without spelling it out. In Man’s Service, I learned that P Wing at Netley was where people were treated for (Sexual Deviation) aversion therapy involving drugs. At that time many Conscripted soldiers were still in service and there were many gay soldiers amongst them but it was still taboo. Whilst it took some time to accept my sexuality and passing myself off as straight, changing social attitudes gave me the courage to opt out of the military straight-jacket and into the bright multi-coloured world. Remembering this unfortunate young man is to realise that, until 1961, it was acceptable to pump drugs into someone to “cure” them of their sexual identity. Has anyone considered what happened to his “partner in crime” who may have had to grieve alone?
February 18, 2021 at 7:24 pm
Thank you for filling in the blanks, Ben. I have no idea what happened to the other men whom I think were also caught in the raid. It makes me both sad and angry to think that such things might happen.
I now look after all four of the war graves in Rownhams churchyard and still regard that as a privilege.
On a totally different note, I smiled when I saw ‘Church Crookham’. I once went along to watch my husband play hockey at the army camp there – I was hugely pregnant and the kind Gurkhas (for whom I have a soft spot as my dad fought alongside them in WWII) let me use their loo in the guardroom.
February 18, 2021 at 9:58 am
Greetings again from NZ. Thank you Ben for your reminiscences. When you write: ‘until 1961, it was acceptable to pump drugs into someone to “cure” them of their sexual identity’, are you talking about people discovered to be gay while in the armed forces? . . .or people in the general population (such as Alan Turing) whose gay identity was discovered in civilian life, and who were then subject to prosecution? . . .and what drugs were used? Do you have any detail? Turing was administered oestrogens, I believe. Billy Clegg Hill was probably given a mixture of apomorphine and brandy – over many hours. In the armed forces, do you know the dates when aversion/conversion therapy was used on conscripts or others. Gay sex was against the criminal law at this time, so it is questionable whether what went on at Netley was seen by those who administered it as ‘therapy’ or ‘punishment’. Any thoughts on this? It is a horrible topic, but it is important to get as much detail as possible.
February 18, 2021 at 11:27 am
Hello Robert (from a wet and windy Scotland),
My only knowledge of treatment by drugs in aversion therapy in the UK army is anecdotal, even though I served in the Royal Army Medical Corps. You might look up the history of Netley Hospital which, when built, was the largest building in UK and from it’s inception had a psychiatric unit which developed a dubious record for it’s treatment of patients. By the time I served, much of Netley had been shut down and had become little more than a small psychiatric hospital, so little else was done there. I re-trained late in life and moved into Mental Health care so I’m very aware of the potential for treatments for dysfunctional behaviour (as the then Armed Forces would perceive homosexuality). I believe that Netley’s records are either not available to the general public or are missing, which raises questions about treatment there. I do not recall any talk of civilian aversion therapy treatments. It should be remembered that homosexuality as a crime ended in 1967 in England and Wales but not until 1980 in Scotland and 1982 in Northern Ireland. Even then, it was not until 2000 that it was decriminalised in UK armed forces. Just this week it was published that veterans who were thrown out of any service were to have their medals re-instated, as they had been literally cut off their uniforms when discharged. I believe that aversion therapy was offered as an alternative to imprisonment but the outcome was inevitably the end of a service career. I also believe that imprisonment was the norm prior to discharge as offenders weren’t to continue mixing with “normal” colleagues. I met someone (a civilian) in 1968 and emboldened by the change in the law left the army in 1969.
Ben
February 18, 2021 at 4:31 pm
Thank you, Ben. I had heard about Netley, as the largest building in the UK at the time. I guess that it was built to deal with the huge number of shell-shock victims (ordinary non-commissioned soldiers) during WWI. Craiglockhart near Edinburgh is much better known for its treatment of shell-shock victims, but that was only for the officer class. The alternatives of imprisonment or oestrogen ‘therapy’, were offered to Alan Turing, I believe, in the early 1950s, but that WAS civilian. The fact that there was imprisonment in the armed forces, prior to dismissal, regardless of ‘treatment’, suggests that in the army it WAS really seen as punishment. Do you have any detail about dates (even if only approximate).
If anyone else reading this knows about Netley, or its records regarding psychiatric treatment, I would like to hear from you. Incidentally, in New Zealand, a petition is about to be presented to Parliament, to outlaw gay conversion therapy.
February 18, 2021 at 7:31 pm
Robert and Ben, am following your conversation with great interest, for various reasons, not just Billy C-H. What remains of Netley (the chapel, a few bits of railway line and the military graveyard) is a dozen miles from me as the crow flies and is a now a delightful country park. It predates WWI, being built in the 1850s, but certainly dealt with shell-shock patients. The headmaster of our local primary school was treated there. I’ve seen his handwriting pre and post war and the difference is staggering.
February 18, 2021 at 8:40 pm
I should explain that for me, homosexuality was taboo from the outset, as I was born and raised in a small Welsh mining village where being gay was never spoken of except to be reviled or ridiculed, or both.
You may want to try to get a copy of;
Spike Island; The Memory of a Military Hospital by Philip Hoare
It’s about the only book with any real detail about Netley.
The below is a link which relates to electro-convulsive treatment in aversion therapy in NI but your website doesn’t accept it as a hyperlink, so you may have to type it yourself in Google;
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-northern-ireland-49838964
In July 2020 Boris Johnson (UK Prime Minister) declared that he would outlaw conversion therapy in all its’ forms.
The weird thing about Netley is that my uncle, who was conscripted into the army as a medic during WW2, had trained at Netley prior to doing so. In his case, it was as a physical rather than as a mental health nurse. He once alluded to the fact that I wouldn’t enjoy working there. Only after leaving the army did I understand why.
In retrospect, I came to terms with the fact that a number of my ex-colleagues were gay or bi-sexual but didn’t feel able to cope with the transition to become openly gay.
I have no data regarding punishments for servicemen/women who were disciplined for being gay and doubt that such data would be forthcomin, as it could lead back to those who initiated or carried their exposure and subsequent punishment.
Ben
February 18, 2021 at 9:04 pm
Thanks for the suggestions, Ben. I’ve read Philip Hoare’s works and also think I contacted him ref Billy CH but he wasn’t able to help further.
It’s so sad that one can’t be oneself. I tell myself that the world is a more understanding place now but I also have to remember that for many people things haven’t moved forward that much.
February 20, 2021 at 12:40 pm
Robert, did you ever find out any more about Basil James?
February 20, 2021 at 2:13 pm
Thanks, Charlie. I have a great deal of interesting information abut Basil James, and have some hypotheses which I am still exploring. I do not want to make this information public until I get better confirmation of my hypotheses.
. . .and thanks Ben, for your drawing my attention to the piece in Yorkshire Post. Actually, I also am a Yorkshireman, and grew up in Sheffield. I knew that Basil James worked for a while at that hospital in Leeds. At the same time, a young man by the name of Jimmy Saville, who was a hospital porter there, was starting his merry pranks. In the late sixties, I worked for a while as a hospital porter at Sheffield Royal Infirmary. We knew about Jimmy Saville. At the time, hospital porters regarded him as ‘the best ting since sliced bread’. Of course, now the late Jimmy Saville is toast. The article in Yorkshire Post does not seem to have any specific evidence that it was Basil James who was using electric shocks for aversion therapy, although this is hinted at. If John-Pierre Joyce would like to make more direct contact, I would be very happy to discuss the evidence I have about James, and about my hypotheses. I hope, in due course, when the story becomes clearer, that it can be made fully public. Apologies to readers if all this is somewhat cryptic.
February 20, 2021 at 1:17 pm
Basil James; The British psychiatrist who practised aversion therapy and moved to Oz and NZ? The below, from Jan 2020 may be new to you.
https://www.yorkshirepost.co.uk/news/leeds-author-searches-city-men-who-underwent-brutal-gay-cure-treatments-1960s-1744569
February 20, 2021 at 7:54 pm
Thanks, Ben. And good luck with the continued research, Robert.
December 15, 2021 at 11:24 am
I have just come across this correspondence. I think I can add to the information already listed.
Around 1960 I played cricket at a very low level for a Club called Oakleigh in
Bristol. The Club no longer exists but comprised mainly senior men who claimed to have been great cricketers but displayed little evidence of that ability, several youngster aged 12 or so some of which became well known local senior players.
One of the older players who was involved in the origin of the club was involved in the Territorial Army station based in Keynsham. One day he introduced us to a new player Captain Bill Clegg-Hill who said he enjoyed cricket, had played a bit in the past and now had some time which allowed him to play again but at a low level.
It became immediately obvious to us from restricted abilities that Bill was a player of considerable talent and style. He was a man of considerable charm and warmth well liked by all. I cannot remember how long he played for us and I have no recollection of being advised where he had transferred when he ceased playing. I believe at the time he was in charge {a non military term) of the T A in Keynsham which closed many years ago.
What more can I add. I found by chance he was related to Viscount Clegg-Hill. When I approached him on this his response was “I’m just Bill”. I was not initiallyaware of his sexual orientation. I fully understand the particular feeling of the general public toward such issues in those years. Having met and talked with Bil. I have my own views of how the tragic circumstances evolved but they
will remain with me.
He was a gentleman who lit up many of our lives who was lost to us through our tragic attitudes prevalent in his time. May he not be forgotten!
December 16, 2021 at 9:36 am
Chris, thank you so much for this. Of course, I’m intrigued, but won’t press you on your theories. Any more information about Bill’s cricketing talent (bowler, batter, demon fielder?) would be food and drink to this cricket nut. I’ll be giving Billy’s grave its Christmas spruce up today or tomorrow and will think of him playing.
December 16, 2021 at 10:19 am
I am now in my eighties and my recollections have become misted with the passage of time. He clearly had received proper coaching as a batsman as one would expect from his educational background. He batted with balance and style unlike us lesser mortals. He made the game look easy which it isn’t!
I would be interested to know why a Captain in the Welsh Guards was “transferred” to responsibility for a small T A contingent in Keynsham. Did it happen after the Southampton incident I wonder!
As many contributers have observed the whole story is so sad and an unhappy reflection of those times.
Billy was a man of great integrity who had so much to offer society. He was offered the choice of prison (and losing his job) or barbaric treatment. He chose the latter. What influences influenced that decision.
December 16, 2021 at 3:38 pm
His death followed his collapse during “treatment” at Netley so his time at Oakleigh may have been after his arrest and civilian trial but before he agreed to undergo “aversion therapy” in an effort to retain his military career by doing so. His time at the TA in Bristol may have been to detach him from his contemporaries in his unit which would have been normal practice. It was once explained to me by a gay ex-officer that the offending soldier wouldn’t have allowed to “contaminate” his fellows, so was effectively “sent to Coventry”. Even to the point of having to eat alone if they were still amongst them.
December 16, 2021 at 4:14 pm
Ben you are correct. As you are aware from your comments, segregation to avoid contamination was a regular approach in the army! Other pressures may also have been present!!!